LET ME INTRODUCE MYSELF
My birth name is Nicole Lenz and my spirit name is Akal Dharma Kaur. It means " royal warrior in eternal service to the divine immortal, undying self " but for short you can call me Kal! They say when people call you by your spirit name, you will find it easier to stay on the path and anyone who is on it, knows how difficult it can be.
So please call me KAL!.
I am… a Mother, Truth Seeker, Metaphysician and an Aquarian Teacher, Entrepreneur, a Healer, and an Animal Lover. The list goes on and on...I don't want to bore you with my degree, certifications, or my family lineage right now. I just want to introduce myself as authentic as I can be from this virtual place!
EVEN AS A LITTLE GIRL I ALWAYS KNEW I WAS A LITTLE DIFFERENT.
Born to Bohemian parents, I witnessed a home of broken dreams, fears, and lack mentality. I remember looking out my window thinking, “I know there is more to life than this”. There was always this tug at me of knowing things and being born with an innate wisdom well beyond my years.
AS YOU READ ON MY STORY WILL PROBABLY RESONATE WITH YOU EVEN MORE... #BIRDSOFAFEATHER
My quest for knowledge penetrated my being so far back I honestly cannot even remember. My senses were so heightened, at times, it made it difficult to function in the real world. So, like my parents, I would often choose escape routes (ie. alcohol, drugs, tobacco, etc.) to numb myself as a teen and young adult. Not to mention, because of what our society supports, I was used for a long time as a tool for the advertising industry. My sexuality was exploited to sell… I was this graceful being, yet I was being treated disgracefully…
I ELECTED MYSELF TO BE EXPLOITED IN MILLIONS OF WAYS.
It was not until right before my daughter was born that I realized I had to change.
That I was better then the party and I was better then what the industry had to offer. I no longer needed those things to define who I was.
I WANTED TO BE AN EAGLE
In my late 20’s I began reading the tarot for friends and family, and finally settling into my spiritual path as a core part of who I was. I worked with amazing mentors and spiritual masters, and experienced many profound kundalini awakenings in my quest for truth in this physical world.
I was successful and had lots of great friends. I was involved in exciting activities, and traveled around the world.
I THOUGHT I HAD EVERYTHING
Until I was diagnosed with an ”incurable” auto-immune disease. For many years I suffered at the whim of western medicine. Hospitalized multiple times, and really with no where to turn. After battling this illness for 8 grueling years, I took matters into my own hands. I went searching for answers in MYSELF. I did not let them take my vital organ that I knew my body needed to function to live a long life. I made the changes in in my HEART, and in my MIND. I went inward, I meditated. I found the essence of my truth, through my breath, through the sound current, through total forgiveness, and sentiment. I went into the core of my being- I found my emotional disturbance (my deep subconscious imprint causing me this pain), my grief, my downfall- and I HEALED IT.
I firmly believe to be a great healer, you have to be able to heal yourself.
As in traditional shamanism, the tribe medicine (wo)man will purposely inflict their “successor” with a debilitating disease or mental illness and send them to the woods alone for months, for years, how every long it takes. There is no hospital or doctor to heal them. It is up to them and only them. IF they can heal themselves they become the tribe medicine (wo)man.
These experiences are our rites of passage.
THIS EXPERIENCE WAS LIFE ALTERING. IT CHANGED HOW I SAW THE WORLD FOREVER.
I learned many things in my years trying to heal myself. Most of all, I learned how to be the master of my own domain. To control my ego mind and operate from a place of love for myself despite what the universe had imposed on me. For so long I was a victim to my surroundings, completely un-empowered, and a mere effect of my causal reality. It takes a lot of courage to love yourself when you are sick and still believe in the MAGIC of this WORLD. So, if I can achieve this (I am not unique) so can you.
In 2012 I HAD THE MOST PROFOUND MYSTICAL EXPERIENCE YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE. I CANNOT EVEN PUT IT INTO WORDS, OTHER THAN “KUNDALINI AWAKENING”.
I was going through a severe court case with my daughters father. It was so troublesome, at times, I felt like dying. To be honest, the situation made me so ill, as I mentioned, I almost did. I remember wondering when this would be over, when the magic switch would finally happen. Where I’d finally get my freedom, health, and peace back from this madness. She was three years old, I was $175,000 in debt, still trying to make it as a model. I was desperate, scared, and with more attorney’s fees then any decent person could handle.
By this point, I had over a decade’s worth of knowledge on Manifestation and Kundalini Yoga technology. I was well on my spiritual path. I was a prolific student studying UNDER SOME OF THE MOST INFLUENTIAL AND RESPECTED TEACHERS IN THE KUNDALINI YOGA TRADITION since 2001. I was eating + breathing consciousness, spirituality, and self development, I was consumed by it!
Yet looking at my life from the outside? You’d think I was a complete MESS!
I could not get my head out of the fear of the “what if’s”what if he got custody what if I lost my daughter what if I died! It was torturous! I was making myself mad...And I’m certain that maybe you can relate.
I was so afraid of simply surrendering 100% to the divine, so much that I ended up very sick and ended up paralyzing myself mentally and physically
I didn’t know how to apply the knowledge I had spent years divulging. Fear
had taken over me.
Until one day, it happened. I met a teacher and my mystical experience happened. From that day forward I vowed it would be my life’s work for other women to obtain this experience, this love, this bliss, this exaltation.
I don’t know if this is how you feel right now, but I’m guessing that if you’re on this page right now… you’re CRAVING a change.
Your life has become mundane. Your relationships are losing their passion. You’re career or business is unfulfilling.
And even though you feel like you are TRYING to make things happen… nothing is actually shifting in your physical reality.
THIS IS WHY I NEED TO SHARE MY WISDOM.
Fully awakened, and on my soul’s path, it is my purpose and passion to guide YOU, to clean and clear your way to living your best life yet. To show you how to heal and transform YOU on a deep cellular level. To be bountiful, beautiful, and blissfully you. And most of all. To BE HAPPY.
It’s about helping you claim your purpose, step into your power, and honor your true authentic self.
If THIS is the change you feel called too…
WELCOME.
It is an honor to be your guide on this cosmic journey.